Cold and lonely nights

I don't know. It's so hard to get sex. Believe it or not, we are all deprived of good sex.

How many single people are there walking in the streets of loneliness? There are a lot. A whole lot of people who wants to get laid but just can't. I have wondered long enough and asked myself how many people would want to get laid at night? There are a lot, but only a few can get it.

So this whole lot just proceed to the usual masturbation to get through another lonely and cold night.

Funny when I look back and count the days. It's been three years and five months since I last had sex. Three years and five months of cold and lonely nights. And yes, I masturbate to get through all those nights when I long for someone who would keep me warm.

And it is satisfying. The feeling is great. Always better than what I felt three years and five months ago. And now I fear. I fear that when time comes and I meet someone new, I won't get the satisfaction I get every time I masturbate.

What if he isn't good enough?

Well, maybe I don't have to worry yet because there is still no one in particular.

Besides, I know I'll get through every cold and lonely night the way I did the past three years and five months of drought.