Sex chat? I think not.

I've had about 9 sex proposals last night. More than enough to drive me insane. All those indecent proposals really made me puke.

Anyway, I thought really hard. Why are there so many maniacs roaming around the chat room? (And I'm actually beginning to ask myself if I'm becoming one of them, but hey, reality check. I'm clean.) It's like every chatter who sends me an instant message is up for a steamy chat (which I'm not interested with, at least not yet.)

After cursing eight chatters and telling them to do themselves a favor and just go in a bar in Malate where they can do their deed, I thought I'm done with all their pea-sized brains until I got another one.

This time, I gave in. I think it's about time I make an exception. I did not turn down the chatter. I gave him what he wanted.

He said he is really horny and that he'd really want to engage in online sex. He kept trying to call my computer but I declined. I told him I will only engage in phone sex. So I asked him to give me his number.

He asked me a series of questions. He said I might be gay and I told him I'm not. I said I can call him if he'd give me his number and then I can prove to him that I am really a girl.

It took him a while but he gave me his number.

That was the end of it all. I ignored him and then distributed his number in the chat room. I asked gay people in the chat room to send me an instant message if they are interested in giving someone a call. I never thought there are a lot of gay people who would really take it. Six gay people turned up and I gave them the "sacred number" from hell.

Until now it is still a question to me why there are so many people who go online and chat for one reason... SEX. They seem so eager with getting sex even if it is unreal. I pity them.

Especially men, in the chat room they think they are strong with all their ego and balls. Such cowards would never have good sex. They think hooking up in the chat room and engaging in online sex would fulfill their desires but I don't think so. I pity them.

My reason for going on line is to have someone to talk with. That is so because I don't think I can just approach some stranger and ask them to talk with me. Same thing with these maniacs. They do so because they just can't ask any stranger in the real world to have sex with them.

In the chat room, we become a different person. We can look good even if we are not. We can be someone we are not. We can be rich even when we are poor. We hide behind the mask of perfection. We hide all our flaws.

Only shows that we are weak and vulnerable.